8 days.

8 days until I go back to work.

8 days.

I have been dreading January 11th since before I even went on maternity leave. Gah. I don't want to go back. I do not want to leave my sweet baby boy at that (super nice) daycare center with those (super sweet) ladies. I want to be the one that holds him all day.

I am going to try to enjoy the next week. Joe is off, so we can hang out as a family for one full week before I head back to work.

Please God, if you see it fit, could you please somehow in the next 8 days find a job that pays well but allows me more time with my son? Le sigh.

I SAID LE SIGH GOD.