8 days until I go back to work.
8 days.
I have been dreading January 11th since before I even went on maternity leave.  Gah.  I don't want to go back.  I do not want to leave my sweet baby boy at that (super nice) daycare center with those (super sweet) ladies.  I want to be the one that holds him all day.  
I am going to try to enjoy the next week.  Joe is off, so we can hang out as a family for one full week before I head back to work. 
Please God, if you see it fit, could you please somehow in the next 8 days find a job that pays well but allows me more time with my son?  Le sigh. 
I SAID LE SIGH GOD.
